Just when I think my body has found all sorts of way to manifest physcial symptoms in response to anything remotely stressful here are some new ones.
I've had butterflies as a child nothing new.
Over acid production as a teen while trying to finish my senior year in a half a year and working part time. I carried mylanta in my purse for a while there.
I've even had a random mysterious pain located- well that's all I can say about THAT one.
My jaw will chatter if I'm suped up on adrenaline.
Pit sweat. :)
The past few months. JAW Clmaping... I don't do it so much in the day but at night I don't know... it was giving me tooth, jaw, and headaches but that is better. I have even bit my tongue a couple times in the night and my jaw is always cracking/popping when I open it after not having it opened in a while... I hope the dentist can help me in Aug.
My latest, my LATEST effect, it's so stupid and I did it to myself. I read a few weeks ago on one of my facebook friends status that her eyelid kept twitching-stupid stress. Now what happens to me when even thinking about something barely stressful. LEFT EYE-LID TWITCHING. yeah for real FOR REAL. I am a tightly wond how do I even spell wound, like wind up only wownd... geesh. I will say amazingly even with my gimpy lid twitch from time to time, I really feel zen about life right now... I DO. Overall, I'm calm so anyway, real random, more than you wanted to know, info about more of my inadequacies.
As I approach 30 I find myself being more confident in the things I have been given, vs being self-conscious about the things I have not.
Life will be whatever the Lord purposes for me that day and I can fight it or roll with it. The day will happen regardless and I can enjoy it or freak out.
So my break, my therapy, is over for today... supper time...oh what to make.
2 comments:
Oh, I like this post.
ha ha well I wondered in the clarity of this morning.. was I TOO candid in this post.. so I'm glad you liked it.
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