Gone for a almost 2 weeks, we came home to an allegedly vandalized from storm door that won't close now and a leaking sump line which could've been worse but it still gave me a good mess to come to. Wet floor, my carpet patch in the laundry room, wet cardboard boxes, some containing keepsakes and stored kid clothes. So lots of clean up and sorting and laundering, oh the LAUNDERING, I am so tired right about now, I've been organizing and doing these mountains of laundry, fighting with boxes, getting down the bottom of 5 stacked high and going through them, oh yeah and I took the christmas tree down. But I did find a tv antenna I had been looking for. Anyway not too fun to come home to Saturday when Friday night I slept horrible with an anxiety attack and didn't really get all relaxed till... 7:42 am so I slept from about 9am to 11:30 am the day we needed to leave. Good thing I didn't know what I was coming to. :) I think it hit because of having to travel the next day and I knew my mom was not feeling well on the couch, she feels grody from time to time with hormones and my mind just kept racing all night along with my pulse. I kept seeing the game Acquire when almost sleeping. Not fun but I kept telling myself that while this is not the best thing for my body in the long it must be the best thing for my soul. It pulls me back to remembering that I am weak and dependant on the Lord and that He carries me. I slept like a ROCK Saturday night to say the least. 8 hrs now pee break which is rare these days.
In other news, baby's moving a lot. Mitch got to feel a kick last night. I asked him, "how does that make you feel?" He paused, "fine". You have to know my husband to appreciate this. He isn't a gusher on the outside, although he has said he's seen many things be born but seeing a person with a soul being born is pretty amazing. One more week and we find out what gender the baby is, then the battle over names will begin. ;)
I didn't even actually give details on our trip back home, bawled like a baby when leaving as usual, good time with family and friends. Oh yeah my thyroid was a little low and I found right before leaving and my dose went up to 100mcg levothyroxine. I get checked again in a couple weeks. I WAS feeling a little edgey and tired but nothing too severe... unless you ask the people on the other side of my rage. ;) Thank the Lord for people who forgive.
Laundry beeping...
2 comments:
that is a super cute picture. i love reading your posts. it is just like you are talking to me.
I usually speak what'sgoing through my mind and I type my thoughts, my mind is splattered on my blog. It ain't always pretty. :) Gotten get those thoughts out, that was my childhood motto. ;)
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